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a Brave Mourning

death, life And inbetween.

Missing My Son Today

I can’t stop thinking about the most horrific gift of a day in my life,

when I held my lifeless son in my weary arms. 

His 6 lbs 13 ounces are burned in my arms memory. 

I love thinking of him. He was so precious. Such a poet. How beautiful he was. 

His mother’s face and mine combined into a beautiful courageous soul. 

6 months have come and gone, since I got the privilege of touching him, of kissing his face, holding heaven in my arms, and knowing hell was to come as I was to give him away. 

I miss you so much Brave. 

I honor the 12 short hours that I was blessed with to touch your glory. 

I bless you dear boy, I cannot wait till I see you again. 

Everyday I miss you, everyday I love you, every way I long for our reunion. 

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